So stand up high to come and live forever with me.

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4 months ago

my kingdom hearts

Hearts are funny things.

I’ve broken them, borrowed them, saved some and let mine be held by the wrong people probably too many times.

Tonight for example, a girl I dated for a while came over and decided it would be a good idea to take me for a drive to the place I first fell in love with her, to tell me that she still loved me. I have a lot of time for a lot of people, but this is too far. I spend so much time thinking about how to work around people, how to satify everybody but this was too fucking much.

On top of this, last night I made a really big sacrifice. I severed certain ties that shouldn’t have been made in the first place, out of love and lust. Primarily lust. I fell for a beautiful girl who was in a relationship, and I knew she also felt the same about me. However, guilt built up and I felt overwhelmed. I made this sacrifice out of love and respect for both her and her partner. It was hard, realising the potential we had and how wasted it was but now I realise that she can finally be with her boyfriend. It fills me with as much pride as it does anguish, but that will fade. The pride however, will not. I am proud of myself for this.

Over this year I have held hearts tightly.

Parisa Rowhani-Farid, you are beautiful. You’ve shown me affection, friendship and love that I haven’t felt for a long time. Unfortunately, distance has taken over and I could no longer keep up. I wish that wasn’t the case, I hate hurting people. But at least I have the future to look forward to. You will always be my friend.

Liam Fowler, you are the salt of my earth. I aspire to live like you everyday. Your attitude, your self-worth and pride makes me feel so special to be your friend and bandmate. I am so happy to finally be making music with you and I look forward to it in the future. You’re one of my best friends and I one day I will make you proud.

Jes Curgenven, you ARE my heart. I love that so soon we have become so close and that because of your relationship with an acquaintance of mine, we actually came into contact. I am scared for you. I have been since you told me how sick you were. But I’m not afraid of death, and I know you aren’t either. If you leave before your time and I am still around to see it, I will miss you. But I know that you’ll know where to go when you leave me behind.

Liam, Ryan, Garett, Mason, Luke, Tom and Bayden, my other band mates.
Never leave my life. I love you all so much.

Nikki Karina Manfrin, you’re beautiful and you know I know that. It makes me so happy to see you smile after everything you go through, and making you smile gets me through the day. We laugh together all the time and have become so close in so little time. I love you like a birgin. ;)

I have a lot of love to give, and a lot to take. At the end of the day, we feed off each other’s hearts. We are a kingdom. And I love the hearts I share more than anything.

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